Friday, October 21, 2011

And then, a high hope returns high disappointment.

I dare to say, I experienced all this shiz more than you.
I made the first step to apologize, even though you still do not realize what's the main reason of me doing that.
I'm not gonna say a thing bout it cause I know you too well. (Maybe not for now)
You wouldn't accept any criticizes from someone which is maybe same peer as you or you might think that I'm just a someone.
Friends forever?
Sounds nice.
You said you'll NEVER be like those so-called bad friends who betrays/leave/ignore their friends.
And what now?
Yes I did the ignore part BUT that was for you to realize what's WRONG about you.
Why's everyone the same?
Is it that hard to face someone who once made you disappointed or what?
Like come one people, WHERE THE HECK IS YOUR EQ?!!

Like I said, 'forever' is just a word to me.
To spice up the sentence and make it more beautiful.
But only the period of that particular time when that person says 'forever' means 'forever'.
No, not any longer than that.


Whatever, I've already done what I should and I'm leaving no regrets in this anymore.
Thanks for everything I should say.
For letting me know what's reality.
I've been in fantasies for too long, way too long.
Now, I live the reality.