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2012-01-25T22:12:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CNY PEEPS!

I'm here to let you know that I'm still alive!

(As if anyone cares)

LOL.

I'LL BE BACK SOOON!

AND I MEAN IT, SOOOON!

:DD

When devil is gone,

2012-01-19T18:32:00.006+08:00

Peace just doesn't belong to this world.

Struggling ; dilemma

Brain, you suck.

Tralala

2012-01-17T22:03:00.003+08:00

I have so many things/tasks/homeworks to do idk where/what to start with.

And if you realize something, you're good.

Ahahaha

Spot the difference? :P

51 facts about Me.

2012-01-16T20:11:00.003+08:00

Okay, so this is really an coincidence that Sook Tim and I are having the same blog post at the same time. I SWEAR. Great minds think alike, that explains all.

So here goes....

1. I love colours, especially rainbow's, that's why I couldn't resist buying rainbow colour's stuffs.

2. I just laugh out loud suddenly when looking at anyone's face. (I got scolded for laughing when teacher's scolding during form1 & I laughed when I was half way doing the school cheer while emceeing the assembly coz I saw Sam's smiling at me, ooohyeah.)

3. I'll randomly grab someone's arm and bite .__.

4. I enjoy doing things last minute because it gives me the thrill of being almost-killed. ( Jokes, I'm just too lazy.)

5. I react instantly whenever there's smokers smoking around me.

6. History was my favourite subject in high school.

7. I bring along a book (any novels) cept that when I'm out with friends.

8. Random's my middle name.

9. I get tired real easily whenever I laughed too hard.

10. I love running and jumping BUT hate to be in a competition.

11. I smug whenever I got a medal into my collection.

12. I tut whenever I'm bored/nervous.

13. I don't talk when I'm really nervous especially before competitions start. (But some mistaken that I'm too chilled lol)

14. I also get that butterflies-fluttering-in-my-stomach when I'm really nervous. (Something that I hate a lot)

15. I hug my teddy when I sleep.

16. I used to name all of my pillows.

17. Sometimes, I rather roll on floor and stare at ceiling instead of doing homeworks.

18. I feel guilty when I consume too much of meat in a period.

19. I hate people swearing.

20. I'm a power hungry person but it depends on what.

21. I usually don't look for people to chat in facebook.

22. I like collecting cute stuffs.

23. I like 'stickering' my things.

24. When I find someone dressing up weirdly, i stare at them.

25. I fall asleep easily in moving vehicles, without a fail. They just somehow seem to be possessing some hypnotizing magic.

26. I like randomly popping out when the friends are taking pictures.

27. Splitting and handstanding always makes me feel better.

28. Love to sing out loud suddenly.

29. I keep humming the same old song when I find it nice.

30. Numbers and I will never get along.

31. First tab will always be Twitter.

32. Likes late night phone calls.

33. Can Tumblr whole night long.

34. Likes buying random stuffs.

35. Thinks a lot during the nights.

36. My theory : Chicken comes after eggs.

37. Always thinking how aliens look like.

38. I dislike changing to new environments after a long time.

39. Sometimes, I don't like sharing.

40. I get mad easily, as in, crazy.

41. I eat wantan mee without wantan, prawn noodle without prawn.....

42. I can't hold my tears long.

43. I've always been missing the old days.

44. I literally hahaha when I type hahaha.

45. Always having the urge to do something.

46. I always wash my hands before and after doing anything.

47. I feel disgusted to be in a dirty place, really.

48. I hate the smell of coffee that it's enough strong to kill me.

49. Used to LOVE durian a lot but now I just turn away when I see durians.

50. Likes being enthusiastic because I think it's rude not to be.

& Lastly

51. I LOVE ROBERT PATTINSON!!

HAHAHAHA

His charm will never go away man.

So here's 51 facts about yours truly.

Like you're gonna read it. lol

Till then!

xo.

12 years and counting on!

2012-01-12T23:42:00.004+08:00

HAPPY LEGAL 18TH LOO WAI KUAN!

BFF FOR 12 YEARS AND STILL COUNTING ON!

LOVE YOU TO BITS!

:DDD

RAWR.

2012-01-10T21:04:00.002+08:00

Candies after lollipop

2012-01-10T20:11:00.011+08:00

Things that make me ^.^v

I'm just so easily tempted by colours.

Meet, ET.

Loving this brand.

the name Bershka sounds so Pakistanish but things there are really nice!

"I'm hungrraayyyyyyy"

"Thanks mummy!"

Peoplez in my purse :D

And a UFO-ish looking box from Sam from Thailand

Things these days are getting so alien-ish o.o

Boooooo!

2012-01-07T11:49:00.007+08:00

It's something mysterious......

Something you wouldn't know what's hidden inside.........

This unique looking thinggg.........

This.......

So now you must be thinking,

'Isn't this just a rice box??'

Noooooooooooo, you iz wrongggggggg

Try againnnn....

A lil more......

And now, the mystery will be revealed.

Beholdddddddd, the rocky eyes of Medusa!

NAH, IT'S JUST MY PATRICK STAR'S TEE!

HAHAHAHAHA

P/s : Congratulations! You've just read one of the lamest blog posts on Earth!

The girl and her lollipop.

2012-01-06T23:16:00.000+08:00

Guess what?!

Yours truly has been promoted to a debit card holder!

Yesss, the card that makes every girls go ♥.♥

bahahahahahaha

And now proudly present you,

TADA! How can you resist this? x)

After back from a long day, cousie asked to go Tesco coz Ah Beng's gonna be there.

LOL

The Ah Benggggggg

Lotsa Malaysian artists but I know none of them.

So after the thing ended, cousie and I were being paparazzis stalking the artists.

We aren't any fans of them but we just have nothing better to do that time lol.

So we just randomly went forward for some photos.

This was because i think he looks good LOL

it's actually her somewhat mini concert so yea, main character.

Some girl from the fans club gave him this so we acted like some supporters LOL

hahahahaha

It's really hard to take pictures with tall people you know,

and especially with him, the tiang.

IMMA HAPPY GIRL NAO

HEHEHEHEHEHE

:DDDD

The story of two retards.

2012-01-05T23:02:00.002+08:00

A retarded day with my crazy Phoon DiDi, being crazy until she's finally going home.

This girl made me wake up in the early morning and started bombing my laptop's webcam.

Camwhoring in the early morning, with teddy and my pjs.

We poor little broke kids are out of kaching so someone actually said :'Nvm, we go there see see only, I wont buy anything one.'

Ended up that someone with most bags on her hands.

Yeah so proven that she's a girl.

So this happy little girl brought something amazing.......

The thing and she.

The use of the thing.

Yours truly.

The difference of before and after.

Yoyoyo! Pictures of the day!

so thanks to this woman who's in love with my amazing software so much i saved lotsa time and energy from editing the pictures and posting the pictures one by one.

Hahaha.

Red devils

2012-01-04T19:20:00.004+08:00

So I look more like a vampire with red shirt and my fang :E

Well picture said it all.

A day well spent with my bff since std 1!

11 years of friendship and counting on!

Getting older as well LOL

Things done today :

- Went back to school and returned my books (Like finalleh)

- Randomly went to doodle's house coz we're bored ( i was suppose to clean up my room though, at last TEMPTED. Thus plan failed. lol)

- Watched some surprised wedding proposals (like we wanna marry so badly)

- Watched Dear John with doodle & her siblings

- Stalked people on the net like we always do.

- Talked on the phone with Phoon Di Di after years.

- Breathing in and out.

- Still alive.

Days are getting better now and I hope it continues like this.

Till then!

xo.

Dot blank.

2012-01-02T22:25:00.003+08:00

blahhhhhhh

So, it's now 2012!

The year everyone's talking about a few years back after the movie.

THE END OF THE WORLD.

If you ask me what I'm gonna do if I've only got a minute left,

I'm gonna hug my teddy till I get drowned with the tsunami or burnt in ashes by fireballs.

I can never get rid of the habit of hugging my teddy. Never.

So imma live happily ever after with it in nowhere after I die.

Yay.

Rules and regulations,

they have been always repeating in my mind since ages,

but never seem to be done.

Maybe some or one or two of them?

Gahhh, I'm literally a real human being.

In this situation, procrastination will be the biggest crime. Always.

My rules and regulations :

1. To be a better person

2. DO NOT SLACK.

3. Make everyday meaningful

4. Drink at least 1 litre of water everyday

5. To sleep before 12am

6. Get a healthier body

7. Go on a diet

8. Okay, i'm lazy to type everything out.

It's simple and also everyone's rules and regulations i guess.

BUT WHY IS IT JUST SO HARD TO DO IT?!

Determination lacked.

Anyway, it's been a roller coaster year like Andrew said.

Ups and downs, lefts and rights, blacks and whites.

So let's see what had happened to 2011 :

I'm feeling lazy right now so imma tell you in the next post!

HAHAHAHAHA! :P

Anyway,

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!

Have a prosperous year and may your wishes come true!

before the world ends.

much loves,

xo.

A day filled with joy, laughter and warmth.

2011-12-26T01:38:00.002+08:00

Christmas was always my favourite day of the year.

It has the best atmosphere, decos, songs, foods :')

But this year, mine was just, lonely.

Well, I have teddy here, at least :')

USS - Universal Studios Singapore

2011-12-24T02:00:00.009+08:00

the very famous ball which everyone's taking pictures of

Hollywood

The moment when you reach there, that's how you're gonna feel.

Btw, it's an epically awesome ride that you must never miss out!

one of the deceiving chamber that you think it's gonna reach, way to dream on -.-

Madagascar

New York

Yellow girl & yellow cab

The one who's famous without a sound, Charlie Chaplin.

I swear this was his idea!

Behold, the mummies are awake.

LOL

bowls to accumulate rainwater?

Guardian of the...........highspeed roller coaster.

waterworld show

They have artificial snow at 7/8pm like Pavilion too!

Rainbow christmas treee!

Got this potion container at a shop called God Mother's Potion Shop!

It's so cute I cannot resist but to buy it.

Cousie got one too!

Rawrrrrr

Meow in boots

Mascots there are just too friendly so I blended in with them too :)

Conclusion : It's just my perfect runaway :')

After all that

2011-12-23T23:00:00.007+08:00

Dessie has been back for weeks but we were all too busy so, until today we finally met up again!

The last time seeing her was during my birthday celebration, so you know how looooong it has been.

Miss her so much!

Idk why but, people who goes overseas always come back with prettier face.

Airplane's magic or what? lol

Didn't get to go on the usual outing plan coz Sam and I were having something on in the morning.

Introduced Dessie Gong Cha, my fav drink for now :D

Saw Justin working as a cashier in Borders and I was like :'Twilight please!' LOL

Then Tyson was just about to leave but kacau-ed him for a while.

He gave me a brief tour in Borders and lol, he sounds pro okay. (Y)

Had nothing to do and went into branded shops #likeaboss but hah, you know lacking of kaching is every teenagers' problem. Well, mostly.

And then, a serious question of life came across to Sam's head.

Des and I : -.-

Bumped into Chloe there and I was like, I LOST THE DOMO POUCH YOU GAVE ME.

Very very sad.

You have no idea how sad, frustrated and disappointed I was when I found that it has left me :'(

But I managed to find a similar one, without Chloe's smell on it, so I was sad and happy at the same time.

Sam didn't want me to get it coz she said it's childish and I'm turning 18 soon #likemymum

But something that will change her life was in my hand so HAHAHA, domoyouarenowmine #victory

I iz too short, everyone has to bend a lil

My inedible babi

And, it's good to see you again, HYH :')

So long, oldie!

2011-12-22T19:08:00.002+08:00

TADA!

So here's a new outfit for you, my dear blog.

I know I've been really a bad owner which I only buy clothes for myself and not changing yours since forever.

But now, you flowerish blog, bet you're smelling nice now :p

Be grateful, I've wasted like asdfghjkl centuries to make you pretty.

And after asdfghjkl centuries, your mama is now so @@

so imma blog next time (again).

Anyway,

HAPPY TANG YUEN DAY EVERYONE!

:DD

and just before I forget,

A BIG thanks to Ms Kam Hoe Kei for helping me out for the background that made me grumpy all the time.

=3=

Toodles!

Dreams come true!

2011-12-16T17:53:00.005+08:00

People always say that dreams do not come true

BUT IT REALLY HAPPENED ON ME!!

Even it's not a big thingy but it's still a dream come true!!

Guess what?!

My lil doodle called me up in the afternoon and told me she'll drop by my house to pass me something.

At first I thought it's the yellow polish nail that I've lent her and wanted to return me.

So I waited and waited and waited until *ringring*

Was so confused coz she and her sister were both talking on the phone lol!

So I went out and saw her holding a box wrapped with christmas wrapper!

WAS SERIOUSLY SO TOUCHED THAT TIME OKAY :'D

She was afraid that she couldn't give me my christmas gift before christmas as I'm going to S'pore tomorrow and she'll be leaving to Aus on the 24th!

How can I ever thank you for all these christmas gifts every year and all the surprises?

Remember you even posted a christmas card to my house?

I'm keeping every of the cards and things you gave me :')

Even if it's a little note and the punishment cheques we used to play :')

And now, you made my dream come true!!

Tada!

If you guys are wondering why I'm saying it's a 'dream come true',

this is the story :

One night I dreamt of shopping with the bloggers, Cheesie & XiaXue

( I know it's very an impossible la but it's a DREAM, bleh )

Then before leaving, XiaXue gave me a Hello Kitty cup as a gift.

And the most shocking thing was,

I SAW THE SAME FREAKING CUP IN MID VALLEY!!

IT'S EXACTLY THE SAME, NO JOKE!

Then I showed doodle and told her bout my dream and the cup and she's like,

I buy for you as christmas present okay?

So I was like, no need la.

AND NOW SHE REALLY DID!!

LOL!

It's just so amazing how things in dream appears in real life and then now it's yours!!

I'm not exaggerating but just feeling so ZOMG about it.

If this really happens on you, you'll probably feel the same too!

Right?

The End Point.

2011-12-08T13:56:00.003+08:00

Dot.

Yea you're right, it's one of those typical lala pose.

*coughs* lala should be one of the memory of high school I guess.

Don't deny it, everyone lala-ed AT LEAST once in their life time before :p

So there it is, end of high school.

The moment which every teenagers are waiting for ;

No more exams

(I mean gov's at least)

No more discipline slips

( I got my first on the last day of school lol!)

No more annoying teachers nagging bout your nails, hair, blaaa

(But there's always mummy in the house)

No more teachers lecturing bout not handing in homeworks

(College will be having more assignment, goshh)

No more loooooooong-ohh-loooong speeches by the principal!

(Mom's naggings are more than enough)

Real freedom's here baybeh!

Just that I'm still tied with curfews. #stupidface

So as long as I've not reached the curfew-free age,

Im still gonna be a Cinderella-ella-ella-ehh.

Meh.

Something that can't be bothered.

2011-12-06T20:41:00.003+08:00

You just don't know how many people you're offending.

Why do you only know saying stuffs that triggers people's rage?

You. So. Absurd.

Take what's best of the worst.

2011-10-29T00:37:00.003+08:00

If you're wondering,

I still do care :)

I act like as if I don't sometimes,

it's because I do not want you to think too much.

I don't wanna text you or talk much to you,

cause I don't wanna give you a high hope and then pull you down to hell.

I moved on,

cause I want you to do so too.

I'm staying happy and positive,

cause I want you to be the same too.

I want you to be strong,

without me.

Not getting screwed up thinking of the past half way during examinations.

Not having mindfucks every night before bed.

Not dreaming of the sweet past and wake up sighing.

I've always been helping you getting rid of your biggest nightmare.

I'm really sorry that now I've become one.

Am really really truly sorry :'(

But I'm pleased enough to know that you're not getting as depress as last time.

Life's too short to be wasted just like that.

So,

stay strong, live your life to the fullest & leave no regrets behind!

Here's a picture for ya.

See?

There's so many ways to do with a lil lemon.

What's more about life? :)

I really do hope you'll understand what I'm trying to tell.

2011-10-26T18:33:00.001+08:00

ALL I WANTED IS JUST THINGS TO WORK OUT

BUT IT DOES NOT GO THE WAY I THOUGHT IT WILL.

AND YET,

WORSE.

Trapped.

2011-10-24T01:46:00.004+08:00

Am I?

Please stop the nightmares, brain.

I'm really sick and tired of waking up with tears and hyperventilating.

No, it should be, I'm really afraid of that feeling already.

I'm really scared.

The fear of losing someone important :'(

I couldn't bear any longer.

Why am I so overwhelmed with insecurity?

Should really go get myself a dream catcher.

:'(

And then, a high hope returns high disappointment.

2011-10-21T22:49:00.003+08:00

I dare to say, I experienced all this shiz more than you.

I made the first step to apologize, even though you still do not realize what's the main reason of me doing that.

I'm not gonna say a thing bout it cause I know you too well. (Maybe not for now)

You wouldn't accept any criticizes from someone which is maybe same peer as you or you might think that I'm just a someone.

Friends forever?

Sounds nice.

You said you'll NEVER be like those so-called bad friends who betrays/leave/ignore their friends.

And what now?

Yes I did the ignore part BUT that was for you to realize what's WRONG about you.

Why's everyone the same?

Is it that hard to face someone who once made you disappointed or what?

Like come one people, WHERE THE HECK IS YOUR EQ?!!

Like I said, 'forever' is just a word to me.

To spice up the sentence and make it more beautiful.

But only the period of that particular time when that person says 'forever' means 'forever'.

No, not any longer than that.

Whatever, I've already done what I should and I'm leaving no regrets in this anymore.

Thanks for everything I should say.

For letting me know what's reality.

I've been in fantasies for too long, way too long.

Now, I live the reality.

It's you, you and you.

2011-10-17T00:03:00.004+08:00

And I wonder if you're talking bout me.

Cause I know you hide your feelings very well from anyone in this universe.

But if that's really the truth, well, disappointing is all I can ever say.

Cause you don't know the truth. The REAL truth.

And I really doubt what you've said,

'I'll be there for you no matter what, as a best friend.'

If you really mean it, maybe this wouldn't have happened.

Or is it just my problem?

&& Don't judge me, I swear you don't know what's behind all these crap.

Choked up.

2011-10-16T22:13:00.003+08:00

Twitter's no longer my place to express anymore.

Everyone's following and the lil privacy's getting invaded.

Blog oh blog, you ze best. After years and still :')

Emotionally unstable but I'm trying to overcome it.

Shall we dance?

2011-10-15T21:18:00.003+08:00

Yea Imma happy kid now!

I laugh at whatever I want,

whenever I want and yes,

Joy's all around me now!

And YOU should be happy as well.

A night skyping with the party peeps while I'm stuck at home.

2011-10-07T23:01:00.006+08:00

Thanks to my throat, yea I can hardly eat any food so I did not attend the party.

Anyway, it was indeed touching and fun to skype with the gang when they're eating there.

Everyone's wishing me a 'get well soon' while the guys were teasing me by making the sorethroat emotion LOL.

Yes, they were really funny!

And they've spiced up my Friday night :'D

Thank you guys, I felt so loved :')

Last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ;

KAM HOE KEI

JUSTIN TAN SAY YOUNG

You both are indeed 2 very good friends of mine :)

Love yea to the max!

♥

The nightmare will be over soon,

I believe.

When you are not aware that the monster behind is about to eat you up.

2011-10-06T16:33:00.005+08:00

What do you do when someone THOUGHT that you've busted his/her secret to the others while you DIDN'T

and later on,

he/she has busted your very big secret to someone?

You know what?

The phrase 'I THINK' can cause one's death and no jokes, it's true.

And I'm neither exaggerating things.

So, here's a very BIG THANK YOU to the one who busted my secret.

Ohh wait, do you need help in telling the whole world?

How bout asking help from astronaut to spread it to the other planet?

Moron.

Your narcissism has reached way beyond the peak dude.

Wouldn't you realize when people around you starts treating you oddly?

For goodness sake, stop being in your own world man.

*slapsforehead*

Cerebrum malfunctioning?

2011-09-29T20:57:00.002+08:00

I'm getting more and more emotional these days.

When I was laughing like mad, a strange depression hits.

I don't know, it's very weird.

I wanna be happy,

I am happy,

in the mean time i'm also a lil sad?

But the strange thing is, I dont even know what am I feeling now.

I mean, I am happy and sad, not so sad and not so happy but still I'm happy and sad.

o.o

I'm so lost but I don't feel lost, but I do feel lost .___.

Ahhh whatever

la mémoire de l'éternité

2011-09-15T12:26:00.025+08:00

When I was having the very noob hairstyle,

with my very short and funny and weird fringe,

still wearing the noob glasses,

posing with lala poses,

having so much fun without the stress of SPM,

when backstabs, lies and pokerfaces do not exist...

If only those days will ever come back again..

Cycle?

2011-09-14T22:12:00.004+08:00

Is it karma or what?

I mean seriously,

people who had their another half last time when their range of close friends were all single

THEN

things turn 360degrees

Now those who were single last time all found their substrate of enzyme and for those who were in a relationship are all alone.

Really, not only me but friends around me .___.

Why is this so?

Actually I just found it very coincident which gave me a Wow.

But but, why not all together at the same time?

This is so saddening la okay.

Not to mention about friends.

Those who you thought they'll just be a passerby in your life now became your bestfriends

BUT

those who were once so important to you became

almost

strangers.

Sigh

It's just so hard to get both sides to be balance.

Sad.

So sad.

That's me!

2011-09-10T23:11:00.001+08:00

LOLOLOL!

drawing by Joshua Woo

It's an ugly world covered with beautiful lies.

2011-09-09T14:48:00.005+08:00

To see how a pokerface change their faces in front of different people,

how a person can change his characteristic so quickly,

feeling so annoying when you start to dislike that person,

and how amazingly someone that was once so important to you disgusts you so badly now.

I'm fascinated by you.

The rate of speed that you changed to become another person,

like a blink of an eye.

Maybe it's the hello to the goodbye of you now.

And all of a sudden, I feel so lonely.

That's all I can say.

2011-08-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

Emo is for losers

2011-08-20T19:57:00.001+08:00

There's truck loads more than that :)

Rainbow dreams

2011-08-19T18:18:00.003+08:00

Filled with joy, laughter, freedom ;

no wars, sorrow, worries ;

where everyone is running around freely,

screaming out loud like 3-year-old kids,

splashing water to each other,

rolling over on the green field,

blowing bubbles,

flying kites,

releasing balloons to the sky,

jumping around with pogo sticks,

dancing gracefully,

chit-chatting with the loved ones,

do whatever we want to.

I want to go to a place like this

like NOW.

2011-08-18T16:03:00.002+08:00

Currently having what people called 'Tumblr poison'.

♥

2011-08-18T13:02:00.003+08:00

Picture says it all :)

Learn to appreciate.

Even when you're stuck in the midst of a hardship,

it's a challenge from God to you

to be stronger every time you fall.

2011-08-18T00:15:00.001+08:00

Please just let me work this out

Pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease.........

*fingerscrossed*

Misery

2011-08-12T19:54:00.003+08:00

It's like a cycle.

You get to be close with Side A but the Side B would think/say that you don't bother bout them anymore.

And then, when you realize and try to fix things up, bonding with Side B, Side A would say that you're changing.

If this is what you called friendship, I would rather go solo and sit at a corner alone.

Like how old are you people HELLO??

Can you all be more mature and THINK MATURELY??

So who's the one being childish now huh?

Urgh, I'm so sick and tired of this friendship thingy.

It's actually no difference with what we all played in primary school,

'You-friend-them-and-i-don't-friend-you' game??

PUHHHLEAAAAAASEEE.

And you don't just call anyone your bestfriends, KID.

*Bangs wall*

2011-08-11T15:05:00.003+08:00

Yes, true.

It's a lie.

I'm okay at the outside.

But inside, I'm dying in agony.

There's nothing much I can do now but to fake smiling.

I have to really practise to make it look real.

For as long as I know, my heart's dead.

All my fault.

I made myself fall, I killed it.

It hurts like zillions of arrows penetrating my heart,

but it's alright, I can't feel anything now.

Heart's numbed.

Maybe I'm gonna get used to it....sooner...or later.....

What left is a soulless body with a broken heart.

Rest In Pieces, Dear Heart.

2011-08-07T19:08:00.002+08:00

Pretending that nothing had happened, everything's fine.

At least, I'm trying.

2011-08-07T16:31:00.002+08:00

JUST PUT THE BLAME ON ME

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:'(

Ridiculously ridiculous!

2011-08-07T00:49:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder if you're dumb or what.

Even if you're oblivious to things, how can you be so dumb not knowing what you actually caused.

Maybe you're acting like you don't know or whatnot but hey, come one, very fake la kay?

Even outsiders can see that.

You realized thing's gonna turn bad yet you don't wanna do something to make a change.

In fact, you just like talking at the back of people so much and act like nothing in front of them.

Thanks for the concern but no thanks.

So don't blame anyone if you end up losing everything.

You may get the fame and popularity that you want but one thing I'm very sure,

You're gonna lose your precious friendships.

That's the price of it.

I really do hope that you'll REALLY REALIZE and turn back before it's too late

and know what does TRUE FRIENDS means.

Sincerely.

Thank you.

2011-08-06T16:35:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry that I have to do this.

I know you've tried changing, doing a lot and sacrificed a lot.

It's just me.

Just put the blame on me.

I just can't bear it, the phobia's just too strong.

I'm really really really really really so sorryyyyyyyyyyyy.

Thanks for the memories.

Thank you so much for everything.

P/s : You're never a rebound.

Confusion

2011-08-05T15:31:00.003+08:00

As usual, problems always just pop out at the same time.

Especially when facing difficulties, there's always some spices to spice it up.

Thrill? No thanks.

Choices are given.

But sometimes, I rather just take whatever it's given and need not to scratch your head like insane to make decisions.

It's complicated, tiring.

I wanna say it out but I can't.

Maybe just not now.

Maybe a lil more time.

Maybe it's just, sigh, I don't know what to do.

I'm not worth to be treated this nice by you.

All I feel now is the guilt and complication.

And I'm actually not that strong after all.

Dilemma.

Cause you death.

Pooooof

2011-08-04T19:08:00.003+08:00

I'm so inspired by this :

A comedian told everyone a joke, everyone laughed; he repeated the joke and some audience still laugh at it. He repeats it for the third time, and this time, no one laughed. He smiled and said,

"if you can't laugh at the same jokes,why do u cry over the same thing over and over again? "

Yea, thinking back of all the tears and confusion and headaches i gave myself.

Shooooo stupid.

Pictures deleted.

Messages deleted.

3years2month14days, it's a beautiful nightmare.

I have bunch of people who truly cares bout me and you don't worth my tears.

You're just a passerby to me from now on.

(Y)

SMILE YAP QI RUI!

Commitment shizz

2011-07-15T18:07:00.003+08:00

They say, we gotta put in our 100% of commitment in everything we do.

Not to say that I do, but AT LEAST, I TRIED/ STILL TRYING TO.

Some people can really be so like a douchebag ignoring whatever's happening around.

Living in a world with societies, hello people, do you know what's working-together-for-a-better-day?

Gahhhh, no, I don't need ya'll to go like saving the world from monsters attack and go catch robberies /snatching thieves.

For goodness sake, I just requested you all to stay back for just ONE HOUR la.

And one thing that I really don't understand, why can you people be so bitchy?!

For crying out loud, how the heck do you people get tired so easily after running just less than 50 meters??

You're afraid to lose and why the heck don't you just make a move and go for the damn training and just whining at the corner saying 'I'm so scared I'll lose la'??

This is just ridiculous shizz. Really.

I'm curious how are you gonna survive in your future career with this attitude.

Let's see..

Maybe it'll be like this :

As a clerk, you'll tell your boss :' Hey, I just did manicure yesterday and it costs me a 100. Can I don't type the letters?'

As a teacher :' Ohh class, today I'm not in the mood of teaching, free time for ya'll! '

As a promoter : *customer walks in and ask the usage of product*

: ' Can't you see it's stated at the back?'

Hmmm. Fantastic-bulous.

I can say, I contributed to this shit ;

Staying back everyday, thinking for the marching squad, searching high and low for participants.

Not appreciated, that's fine.

At least I did what a leader should do, my responsibility.

So, just to say good luck and don't put the blame on me if you die in it.

It's not my fault, go cry in the toilet with the tears of failure.

You. Deserve. It.

Or maybe, you'll say, Ahhh, I could have do better if I trained harder.

Sorry, it's too late okay.

It's not the team that's losing but YOU, yes YOU, your attitude pulling the whole team down.

Thanks a whole lot.

Dangerous but I don't care.

2011-07-09T14:39:00.002+08:00

This is just so asdfghjkl-ly COOL.

My brain works efficiently when I'm trying not to think but malfunctions when I'm doing Add Maths.

2011-07-03T21:37:00.004+08:00

Whoa.

Screams

2011-06-29T15:34:00.004+08:00

I had a dream about you.

It was literally a nightmare.

& I woke up crying & hyperventilating.

Why am I still thinking of you for crying out loud.

I WANNA GET YOU OFF MY HEAD!!

:'(

2011-06-22T18:55:00.002+08:00

The reason I sometimes dislike the choir competition :

1. Arguments occur

2. Misunderstandings between peoples

3. Throwing some stupid looks at the one you do not agree with

4. & more.

And when especially the class have some people with their 'unique' attitude,

there you go.

You can't just let your egoism ruin the whole thing.

It's time for you to learn to cope with the others, not the others to obey you, like always.

Just because they're scared that you'll be down and unhappy after that, they care for your feelings.

But do you ever bother to be concern of us, like how we do too?

I, as a friend hope that you'll really change.

Not saying that I have no mistakes and whatnot,

but for the sake of your own good as well as of the others too.

Sincerely,

Your friend.

2011-06-19T01:14:00.002+08:00

Changed. All changed.

You changed your fb password, unfollowed me on twitter and even deleted me from facebook!

Congratulations. You can actually forget me this fast.

Your intention to delete me in your life succeed.

Grats.

Yes, this post is another one with tears.

Maybe it's frustration this time.

Great.

2011-06-18T23:12:00.002+08:00

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No, I'm not feeling better.

Fcuk.

2011-06-17T23:22:00.003+08:00

Finally.

The next rendezvous.

I HAVE TO LEARN TO FACE YOU BY NOW. LIKE SERIOUSLY.

Tears, I'm begging you seriously, please don't roll down on that day.

URGH !"£$%^&*()!

2011-06-12T12:37:00.002+08:00

The ones you love the most are always the ones who hurt you most.

Including family.

Mum,

you always say that you care, but since when did you really care??

Ever since there's major exams, all you'll do is emphasizing me about I'M HAVING PMR/SPM THIS YEAR!

Yes I KNOW THAT VERY WELL OKAY?

BUT did you ever ask for my exam papers?

Did you ever notice if I've improved 1 mark for my Add Maths?

Did you ever know which is my strongest subject?

Did you ever remember what class I'm in?

AND DID YOU EVER KNOW THAT I'M REALLY FEELING SO NEGLECTED BECAUSE YOU DON'T EVEN BOTHER?

Yes, you do care,

what's it?

YOU ONLY BOTHER THE RESULT OF MY FINAL SPM.

And does anyone can guarantee that you'll have a better life or better career or whatever shit in the future if you really do score straight A+ in it??

NO!

Go ask for the A level's certificate from Bill Gates or Kobe Bryant.

Tell me if you see straight As in it.

And you always say that I don't talk much at home,

Why? ASK YOURSELF.

You'll never ever get enough satisfaction even though I did my best.

Even if I got a medal in MSSKL or got promoted a high post in prefectorial board,

No, you'll never bother. NEVER.

And I really have to say this,

mum, you're sometimes RIDICULOUSLY RIDICULOUS.

I would rather be a kid

2011-06-10T18:33:00.004+08:00

& run free on the field with you.

This world is really a terrible place to live on.

It can be heaven but also sometimes, hell.

Emotions, that's what conquering all creatures.

Invisible yet powerful.

Powerful enough to burn a person's soul.

Then, Suffer in it.

That's why, never ever keep your emotional to yourself.

Let it out, the others might help.

And even if they can't,trust me, you'll feel way better than before.

And if you realize,

despite how persuading your advice are to the others,

but it'll never apply to yourself.

Why?

I don't know.

It's a beautiful night

2011-06-09T13:26:00.007+08:00

We're looking for something dumb to do.

Time flies without your notice

2011-06-03T22:20:00.002+08:00

especially happy ones.

It's sad to say,

I'm done with my honeymoon holiday for now.

No more outings, no more movies, no more fun,

ahhhhhhhh..

Will definitely be real busy for the coming IU Day thingy and also,

my fear ;

Piano practical exam!

It's just a week ahead from now.

Oh gosh, how am i gonna surpass this terrible nightmare?

Am I gonna pass this time?

I doubt that.

Arpegios, harmonic, melodic, dominant....

It's spinning in my head now @.@

Kill me.

Tick-tock ; if only it could stop.

2011-06-02T00:12:00.003+08:00

hahaha

Movie marathon was a blast!

Pirates of Caribbean,

Insidious,

Diary of a Wimpy Kid.

Oh yeahh.

Happy time just couldn't stay longer,

oh well,

I'll just appreciate the time we have together.

ILoveYou ♥

Live life to its fullest.

2011-05-30T22:20:00.002+08:00

And leave no regrets behind :)

heh be jealous people!

errr okay, maybe only for the Twihards like me will be :B

Had nice shopping day with the girls after the extra chemistry class.

AND GUESS WHAT?!

EVEN PN SIN WAS TALKING BOUT MY CURRENT PROFILE PICTURE!!

HAHAHAHAH!

it's kinda awkward though.

She was like :' Oh yea, you know Qi Rui's profile picture? Wah, very nice ahh.'

ROFLMAO!

Seriously, a teacher like that??

Oh you're just so cute Pn Sin

HAHA!

Movie marathon tomorrow with the bestfies!

PIRATES, I'M COMINGGG!

:DD

2011-05-28T21:44:00.002+08:00

I have to say this,

I STARTED THE #smktdawesomelikethat IN TWITTER!

LOL!

AWESOMEEEEEEEE!

*dance around*

My mood says :' I'm feelin' gooood! '

Breaking freeeeee

2011-05-25T19:00:00.004+08:00

Take a deep breath

Fly a kite like a kid on the field

YES WE ARE FINALLY FREE! for awhile at least.

and if you could believe this is what I'm doing a week before exam. lol

oh yea, mid year exam's finally officially over!

AHHHHHHHHH!

2011-05-23T16:19:00.001+08:00

Wait....

No....

SERIOUSLY?!

You gotta be kidding me.

This is like ZOMG!

I was once a naive little girl who believes in Forever.

2011-05-23T14:53:00.005+08:00

But now I call it F*ck!

Talking about you always enrage me.

I hate myself for being a jerk crying all day long for something not that's not worth it.

I hope you get a girl who's exactly like you and you both will definitely be a perfect match.

Sensitive enough for each other.

And somehow, I rather blog my feelings out than twittering it.

Feeling much more comfortable after typing it out.

Oh dear dumb blog, I love you so much.

Boy,

I needa get you off my head.

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

2011-05-21T21:00:00.003+08:00

We're awesome like that ;)

Exam's over! Not literally but sort of.

Human beings are weird creatures.

We complain when there's too many tasks for us to do

then,

We whine when we got nothing to do and somehow,

feeling uncomfortable for being too free.

Ironic much huh?

They say, today's the Judgement Day.

which it's suppose to be the end of the world?

hmmm, well, I'm still sitting here typing words out with complete limbs.

I have to say, people should always be grateful for what they are currently having.

When we're having our delicious burgers and fries with cokes with ice-cream on top,

the others on the other part of world are fighting over a piece of bread and a sip of water.

Playing video games, listening to Ipods, tapping on your Ipad screen,

they are lying on ground waiting for Death.

How bout whining all day long just because you're not allowed to get an Iphone 4?

They're probably worrying of how long more do they have to wait for the next time they get to eat and drink.

Life's tough.

For every living creatures.

Even an ant, they might be worrying when are they gonna be stepped on and just die flattened on the ground.

Disasters happen everyday.

WE, humanbeing suffer because we made all the preventables to happen.

It's all about how people think and act.

Wars, pollutions, explosions, terrorist-action, crimes....

The world could have been more beautiful without these.

Honestly, I don't like it when people go ' Why so good recycling? Many of the others are still littering around'.

At least I did what I should as a responsible humanbeing.

Many of them are just taking things for granted. Too much.

We are only given one life.

Live life to its fullest and leave no regret.

Until the day you die.

If I die young,

I really wonder how it'll be.

Out of control.

2011-05-14T21:00:00.005+08:00

These days, I keep......

sleeping late,

laughing to myself,

dreaming of bacterias, cells...

listening to Who's That Chick,

watching Party Rock Anthem's mv,

being quite oblivious of people around me...

I wanna write something that'll make you cry.

Letting you know how wrong you were before.

Oh and look, it's May now.

blaaaaaaaah.

Specially for Chloe Lee Rainbow :D

2011-04-29T22:51:00.002+08:00

Aloha!

Loving my blog's song?

haha

Glad there's something that err.. sorta calms your heart :)

Well, actually I can't really think of what to blog now.

Exhausted I am.

See, Chloe, I blog because of youu!

So kind ehh? :P

As for the Royal Wedding, I know it's an every-girls-dream thing.

It's really hard to have someone who loves you like no one else,

placing you at the first place no matter what.

Oh wait, but I think Catherine Middleton's really having a great stress for preparing this.

Being special or Too special I shall say, it's not really a good thing after all.

So instead of whining that you're not popular enough or such,

we should appreciate the ordinary-ness that we're having now.

We need not to be special to the others,

but deep down in some others hearts,

you're always the awesome & unique one :)

Physical appearances is nothing,

as long as you have your inner beauty :)

Even though you do not show it out,

but those who're concern could see it for sure.

Let's close our eyes and,

Pray.

the Royal Kiss was sweet!

:')

2011-04-24T00:32:00.001+08:00

You kept me hanging there and wondering.

What are you actually thinking???

Forget about it,

Happy 20th Birthday.

All the best.

When you say nothing at all.

2011-04-21T17:16:00.003+08:00

I got so fed up with all the things that's happening these days.

Never have I been so down and pessimistic before.

I know, being a pessimist is totally annoying ( i hate people who always come out with the word 'Impossible', like literally!)

Yea however, things that I've been through, really taught me lots.

To be strong, not to give up easily, thinking out of the box...

Most of all, thank YOU, for appearing on that day.

Your sudden appearance kept me thinking and thinking..

And I found how stupid i was being so negative, crying over things.

Crying doesn't help a thing but drowns your mood deep down.

Okay, maybe it does in releasing stress

Whatever.

My tears burst out,

BUT

that WILL BE THE LAST TIME I'M GONNA CRY FOR YOU.

A promise to myself :)

You'll be one of the passerby in my life who taught me a lesson of maturity.

Sincerely, thank You a whole lot :)

Credits to JunYan for the advices ;)

2011-04-14T17:57:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I'M SO STRESSED OUT I CAN DIEEEEEEEEE!!

:'(

Worn out

2011-04-13T19:08:00.003+08:00

I just don't wanna take over the power,

and it doesn't mean that you can show such lousy attitude to me.

If you think you're that good,

you're welcome to leave anytime.

Everyone's trying to help out but you?

Whining and complaining are what you do best.

Loser.

If only they know what we're thinking.

2011-04-03T22:23:00.004+08:00

But I don't want you to know.

Cause I don't even know what am I thinking.

Braincells are dying.

:P

2011-03-20T00:11:00.001+08:00

and there you go.

i think this will be the safest place as i dont think there's anyone would visit my very dead blog

hahaha!

ohh and, you're welcome :P

Sometimes we just gotta stop thinking and take a break

2011-03-19T01:16:00.003+08:00

heeeeeeeeh.

I'm trying hard not to stress myself though.

2011-03-04T20:35:00.000+08:00

97! ♥

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehh.

Problem's solved and yea,

i'm happy enough to know that it finally ended.

*dance around*

:'(

2011-02-27T19:56:00.002+08:00

Please just let me get through this

I don't want it to be this way

It's really terrible

my heart's tearing

mind's crashing

eyes swelling

and soon, i will be mentally collapsing!!!!

Why does everything come all together in a sudden?

I seriously cant take it anymore.

I need a break

I need to leave this horrendous place

This terrifying nightmare

I want things to change back again.

I NEED A TIME MACHINE!!

sigh, but I know, it's all irreversible now.

no use to be tearing over things, but

i really dont know what can i do anymore........

:'(

yes, it's killing me.

I need a miracle, now.

It's just ain't the same without you.

2011-02-20T16:59:00.007+08:00

And there, I feel the need to blog now.

Yes, this tells that I'm either happy, frustrated or down.

Well, I'm gonna release my sorrow for this time.

Things has been going not so well, not like how it used to be.

Seriously, why does problems always occur?

Is it some kinda challenge that everyone has to face in life?

So what if you have bundles of bestfriends?

Actually some aren't, but only they think they are one of yours.

And when problems occur, some familiar sentences will be coming out from them.

Want some example of that?

Here you go :

"Dont be sad, everything will be alright."

"Ohhgosh, what happened?"

"I'll be here for you always when you need me."

Oh-so-touched right?

NO!

Everyone can say the same thing, but some actually dont even care!

It's like some kinda job of a friend?

So fake.

Real best friends are the one who called you up during midnight, not asking if you're okay but talk to you bout something that'll make you not think of your problems, knowing when you'll be crying your lungs out and handing over pieces of tissues beside you.

They know what to say or do to make you smile, and to them, all efforts are worth to gain your smile.

They know you best, like literally. which kind of dresses you'll like, your favourite food, what hairstyle suits you best, when you'll have the mood to shop.....

You can be doing the same thing with the others, but,

it'll not be the same with who you used to do it with.

And I have a really really good best friend.

The one who knows me best,

who can bear my childish-ness for years,

who slept over my house for continuously 5 days,

who can talk with from 3am till 7am in the morning,

who always shop for hours till we drop during the holidays,

who will call me up just because she has nothing to do or having a stomachache,

who gives me support all time,

who I can tell anything to without hesitating,

who I would like to spend time talking on phone with for hours,

who makes me feel touched always

who knows every bits of secrets of mine....

All these memories, it can never be replaced by anyone.

I really hope we'll be like how we used to be and our friendship last forever, really.

I'M SORRY,

SAMANTHA LOW VIN-N!

I LOVE YOU LIKE NO ONE ELSE

sincerely.

Forgive me?

Yay.

2011-01-28T15:59:00.001+08:00

I wish my mood stays like this forever.

Tomorrow ish the big day! :p

Stupid.

2011-01-20T00:50:00.002+08:00

School is being ridiculous. Always. And I don't like it. At all.

Parents are stupid. Some of them. All they know is to complain and complain.

In fact, having such leader in school is a total joke.

Lemme ask you people,

Have you ever heard of the word 'consense'??

Or do you ever know how to practice common sense??

How bout knowing the meaning of 'sturdient'?

Dont know any of it?

Then congratulations!

You're still consider in the normal creature's category.

Unlike the kwashiorkor man in our school.

*shakes head*

You are stupid.

and my day just got ruined like this

2011-01-16T14:02:00.002+08:00

I'm your daughter but why cant you just understand me??

you think you care but you're actually NOT!

you NEVER care bout my feelings,

you NEVER care how do i think..

NEVER!!!

:'(

heeeeeeeeeeeeh.

2011-01-16T11:29:00.001+08:00

wo ai ni ♥

2011-01-16T09:41:00.003+08:00

Here's a belated birthday post for my very good friend for TEN years.

awwwww, he's growing up but he'll always be a kid to us. lol

the one who's being a narcissist all the time

HAPPY SWEET 17TH, LOO WAI KUAN!!

STAY LAME ALWAYS!

I LOVE YOU TONSSSSSSS!

♥

I'm a happy kid now :D

2011-01-12T21:53:00.002+08:00

I finished my homeworks on time.

I followed my teacher's instructions.

I focused while teacher's teaching in the class.

anddddddddddd,

I now have all my targeted posts!!

:')

awesome.

Stressed Out

2011-01-08T17:36:00.003+08:00

Just after knowing that I failed my practical exam, I realized how many burdens i'm carrying on my back. Let's have a look at these :

Come out with formations for April's Drill Competiton
To train the squad for Drill Competition
Training for MSSMKL
Training for sports day
Practice piano everyday for June's piano exam
Finish the damn academic contracts for every single exercise books
Projects
Study EVERYDAY (strong determination needed)

urghhhh, and seriously, even things are happening to mess with my mood.

dangggggg.

F.

2011-01-06T15:04:00.004+08:00

Seriously, I see no hope in this school anymore.

everything is changing but it's all turning from worse to worst!

the luckiest thing is that I just have to bear another suckish year to get my ass out of it.

some people just wouldnt know how to think rationally.

all they know is sticking to the rules and resolutions.

but you know what?

I call those bullshits!

They just need a bigger brain to be more open minded.

perhaps they're just born with a tiny lil peanut-sized brain.

One word : Pathetic.

You make me wanna puke on your face.

2011-01-05T16:00:00.002+08:00

Do you know why people doesnt listen to you but me?

Cause I'm charismatic and you're not.

All you know is babbling craps and talking non-senses.

Awwwww....

How pathetic..

I'm sorry to say this but yea, you deserve no one's respect, at all. Bitch.

Everything seems to be so weird

2011-01-03T17:11:00.005+08:00

well, just feels like it.

apparently the number of students have increased this year.

out of a sudden, there's so many of them wanted to transfer here,

like wow, since when SMKTD's good name has been spread?

oh well, i'm officially a Fifth Former now.

which means, i'm gonna face the death - SPM so soon.

I can even feel the pressure already even it's only the first day of school.

every teacher's first words were : ' no more honeymoon year' or ' you have to be more serious already'.

the seatings in class is somehow not really satisfying.

everyone's complaining about it and i guess the pathetic monitor is gonna explode his head soon.

it just seems to be missing something but i just cant tell what's it.

a new student's joining us, he's an indian named Hari which his name let me think of a guy me and jun wen have met during the camp last year.

hilarious indeed.

hoe kei's request to our class was a success, and now our class has 42 creatures.

so, our class is sharing the same science subjects teachers as 5sc1.

ohh dear Pn Sin, i was already yawning during the less-than-20-minutes chemistry lesson.

how am i gonna survive with the following days & months?

let's just hope I'll really be studying hard this year.

and on this very first day of school, i've received a really saddening news.

the sister of a friend of mine had passed away in the morning.

it's sure a tough one for him but hope that he'll be alright soon.

everyone is always there for you.

I miss Loo Wai Kuan ;

I miss Andrew Lai ;

I miss Chan Jian-Lin ;

and also,

I miss you, Kwan Sheng Choong

if only time is reversible.

life is so fragile.

you can never predict what's gonna happen next.

31/12/2010

2010-12-31T17:42:00.003+08:00

2010's gonna end in a few hours time.

okay, not in the mood to blog now.

so, bye 2010.

i'll definitely miss this year loads!

especially you, i'll be missing you hell lots :/

ohh well, there goes life.

always tough and full of obstacles.

bye, honeymoon year.

The last of freedom

2010-12-31T01:33:00.007+08:00

the good old days (':

it's 31/12/2010 now.

time passes so fast, especially happy ones.

thanks for the awesome year, love.

happy new year eve!

iloveyoutons ♥

2010-12-28T16:26:00.001+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhh...

noooooo....

this is so not gonna be happening pleaseeeee..

ahhhhhh......

T^T

nooooooooooooooooo....

Season's greeting!

2010-12-25T11:04:00.002+08:00

Wishing everyone a very Merry Christmas!

Thank you for the sweet christmas song in the christmas night

you made me so touched :')

ily!

all i want for Christmas is you ♥

2010-12-21T18:42:00.007+08:00

heheh

i'm just too lazy to type everything out.

so yea, pictures will do the job.

hahaha

i wanna have a memorable christmas!!

2010-12-19T02:01:00.002+08:00

I'm so dead.

So so so so dead.

If only the time could be reversed.

sigh..

Exhausted.

2010-12-11T00:50:00.003+08:00

Am really tired after a long day with the gang.

They are exactly what true friends means (':

andddddd ;

it's now less than 24hours!

yay! x)

!"£$%^&*()_+

2010-12-09T23:25:00.002+08:00

Im really regret now.

I shouldnt have done that..

I shouldnt..

but everthing's just too late...

It's just so obvious..

It's fading..

really fading..

and i'm so fed up..

i dont know what to do anymore..

i'll just let it be that way..

really am so disappointed and pissed off..

I. Give. Up.

Facts.

2010-12-09T02:16:00.003+08:00

We, human beings should all learn how to accept and face it.

Like seriously.

2daystogo! (:

Christmas ♥

2010-12-08T13:27:00.008+08:00

sunway's

one of the restaurants in sunway xD

midvalley's

spot my brother's helmet hairstyle lmao!

gigantic teddy! :O

fascinating aye? :D

It's like a fairy tale

2010-12-08T01:41:00.005+08:00

The christmas decorations in the malls make me real exhilarating!

I want gingerbread man,

I want yummy turkeys,

I want colourful candy canes,

I want loads of christmas presents,

I wanna count down with you on the 24th and then

*boooom*

fire crackers all over the sky! ♥

All I want for christmas is you ♥

3days!

2010-12-07T04:32:00.003+08:00

Chloe Lee Rainbow is a big meanieee!

she loves teasing and laughing at me.

oppps,

i cant afford to buy an ass if she laughs her ass off :O

so dont laugh so hard kay?

4daysmore! (:

Beyond Phantasy ♥

zzzzz

When devil is gone,

Tralala

51 facts about Me.

12 years and counting on!

RAWR.

Candies after lollipop

Boooooo!

The girl and her lollipop.

The story of two retards.

Red devils

Dot blank.

A day filled with joy, laughter and warmth.

USS - Universal Studios Singapore

After all that

So long, oldie!

Dreams come true!

The End Point.

Something that can't be bothered.

Take what's best of the worst.

Trapped.

And then, a high hope returns high disappointment.

It's you, you and you.

Choked up.

Shall we dance?

A night skyping with the party peeps while I'm stuck at home.

When you are not aware that the monster behind is about to eat you up.

Cerebrum malfunctioning?

la mémoire de l'éternité

Cycle?

That's me!

It's an ugly world covered with beautiful lies.

That's all I can say.

Emo is for losers

Rainbow dreams

♥

Misery

Ridiculously ridiculous!

Thank you.

Confusion

*Pooooof*

A comedian told everyone a joke, everyone laughed; he repeated the joke and some audience still laugh at it. He repeats it for the third time, and this time, no one laughed. He smiled and said,"if you can't laugh at the same jokes,why do u cry over the same thing over and over again? "

Commitment shizz

Dangerous but I don't care.

My brain works efficiently when I'm trying not to think but malfunctions when I'm doing Add Maths.

Screams

I would rather be a kid

It's a beautiful night

Time flies without your notice

Tick-tock ; if only it could stop.

Live life to its fullest.

Breaking freeeeee

I was once a naive little girl who believes in Forever.

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

Out of control.

Specially for Chloe Lee Rainbow :D

When you say nothing at all.

Worn out

If only they know what we're thinking.

:P

Sometimes we just gotta stop thinking and take a break

:'(

It's just ain't the same without you.

Yay.

Stupid.

and my day just got ruined like this

heeeeeeeeeeeeh.

I'm a happy kid now :D

Stressed Out

F.

Everything seems to be so weird

31/12/2010

The last of freedom

Season's greeting!

Exhausted.

!"£$%^&*()_+

Facts.

Christmas ♥

It's like a fairy tale

Pooooof

A comedian told everyone a joke, everyone laughed; he repeated the joke and some audience still laugh at it. He repeats it for the third time, and this time, no one laughed. He smiled and said,

"if you can't laugh at the same jokes,why do u cry over the same thing over and over again? "